Levees Made of Lies:
Rage, Grief, and the Chimera of the American Dream
September 14
2005
Counterbias.com
by Phil Rockstroh
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entire American city has become an uninhabitable mire of fetid
water, sodden ruins, and toxic sludge. Moreover, the destruction
will not end there: the financial, political, and psychological
spill-off, incurred by the deluge, will cause our nation to sink
further into a morass of debt, denial, and despair.
How did it come to this? How did we come to buy this worthless plot
of swampland known as George Bush's America?
Perhaps, at this point, a brief history lesson, for a nation whose
populace possesses the collective capacity for long term memory of a
Louisiana gnat flurry on a hot afternoon in high summer, might prove
helpful. Let's begin with the watershed year of 1968.
After it became increasingly obvious that the Vietnam War was
neither a moral nor a winnable cause and, concurrently, on the
racially riven domestic front, when a sense of hopeless rage among
inner city African Americans, engendered by centuries of racism and
its attendant disparities of wealth and equality, lit the spark of
urban riots -- Richard Nixon, by promising he had a "secret plan" to
end the war in Southeast Asia and vowing he would restore "law and
order" to the nation's streets, was able to slither into the White
House. Yet, within a few years time, it was revealed that Nixon's
plan (to be more accurate, scheme) would prolong the war for years,
causing hundreds of thousand of unnecessary causalities, and, in
general, would screw over all concerned. As for his law and order
policy, it consisted of a covert plan to take crime off of the
streets and place it back within the corridors of official power
where it belongs.
But an unwashed, unruly mob of sticklers for constitutional process
got lucky, that round, and they brought Nixon down. And, for our
anti-American sins of self-doubt, we received Jimmy Carter, who
delivered cardigan-draped bromides of thrift and Sunday school
sermons of self-restraint and personal sacrifice ... and that sort
of thing drove people to cocaine and disco.
Moreover, the high cost and banality of (not to mention brain-damage
incurred by) those activities left the nation susceptible to the
platitudinous, confidence man assurances of power and prosperity,
without sacrifice, promised by Ronald Reagan. As, all the while,
through the nineteen-eighties, George W. Bush hid himself among
mountains of the afore-mentioned disco marching powder and Arnold
Schwarzenegger brandished fists full of anabolic steroids, creating
for himself a body that is a precise metaphor for his adopted land
-- a nation that worships the appearance of strength, but whose
interior life is as stunted as that of a narcissistic bodybuilder, a
preening twit for whom the larger world serves no greater purpose
than for the adoration of his over-sized, oil-lacquered muscles.
More and more, the American mind began to suffer from
steroid-induced psychosis. Worse, our self-absorption was only
surpassed by our paranoia: The proxy armies of the Evil Empire
awaited the command from their Kremlin masters to attack and enslave
us; homosexuals plotted to destroy the American family, thereby
leaving aimless children adrift and easy prey for conversion by
skulking sodomites; civil liberty advocates employed legalistic
weasel words to hamstring the police and thwart the legal system,
giving criminals carte blanche to roam the streets and commit crimes
with impunity, while their Welfare Queen mothers cushioned their
posh asses on the leather seats of Cadillacs and cruised city
streets trading Food Stamps for crack cocaine. Then matters grew
far, far worse.
In the early nineteen-nineties, came a threat to everything we hold
sacred in Christendom: Bill Clinton. Although, godly souls need not
have worried -- he turned out to be simply a Sybaritic salesman of
global neo-liberal economic colonialism. Furthermore, Bill Clinton
did Ronald Reagan one better: he bitch-slapped those Welfare Queens
so hard their taxpayer-subsidized gold teeth rattled. Across the
land, good Christians paused to listen to the satisfying thwap.
George W. Bush has shown us an even more blessed path to salvation:
He has revealed to us how we can ascend to heaven -- by climbing the
stacked corpses of the poor. In the meantime, he will carry out
Christ's admonition to give succor to the truly deserving -- to the
members of the true welfare state -- all those needy Haliburton
contractors in Iraq.
While domestically, with the intention of protecting us from rising
rivers of reality, Bushco., a division of Cheney Inc., a subsidiary
of JesusCorps and NeoConico have tirelessly labored to keep us safe
from the possibility of ever being so much as touched by a droplet
of truth. Therefore, they have constructed for us a shoddy levee
system of lies ... Beneath which, we, inhabiting ad hoc, flimsy
structures, live below sea level of self-awareness, all the while,
choosing to call this misnomer made manifest -- life.
Meanwhile, like the waters of the Mississippi River flooding into
Lake Pontchartrain, the waters around us have begun to rise towards
the tipping point.
And thus far, we Americas have risen to meet the challenge of these
perilous times -- by dozing off before our televisions. With crumbs
of Doritos stippled in the folds of our double chins and upon our
sagging chest, the garish glow of our sets flickers over our
sleep-slackened faces, while the programing fare proclaims that
"reality" is now comprised of the stuff of contrived competitions
between corporately-neutered, would-be pop stars and of Weather
Channel remotes, in which, legions of blow-dried, sub-cretinous
blathering heads are dispatched to hurricane-battered coastal
regions to be blown about on camera for the amusement of viewers
afflicted with a voyeuristic fetish for "live" disaster footage. And
it was big fun, until the appearance of floating corpses put a
damper on everyone's festive mood.
Inasmuch as the reality of our waking life now includes crushing
debt, runaway inflation, due to diminishing oil supplies, global
environmental upheaval brought on by global warming (including
increasingly destructive cataclysms, such as Hurricane Katrina), and
the enmity of the people of the world beyond our shores, in response
to our bullying militarism and economic imperialism -- we would have
to be a nation of narcoleptics, in the first place, to have ever
believed in the existence of this chimera called the "American
Dream". For it's not a dream: it amounts to complicity in multiple
acts of criminal negligence. And this is the actual criminal
activity -- the large scale looting -- that contributed to the
destruction of New Orleans.
And the river keeps rising around us.
Why do we Americans accept this pernicious and ultimately
self-defeating arrangement? Because we're convinced that it bestows
upon us everything we could possibly need and desire. All we need to
know and experience is at our twitching, TV remote-happy fingertips.
Ergo, we can flip from enactments of explicit porn on one channel,
to explicit re-enactments of pornographic Christian prophecy on
another; we can transmigrate from fake sin to phony salvation, in an
instant ... What else, in the whole of boundless creation, could we
possibly want?
And, for our being provided with these comforts and accommodations,
the only debt we owe is this: It is mandated that we make unceasing
payments, using the scarce currency of the time we have been
allotted in this finite world, to our munificent masters of the
corporate class -- and only for the duration of our mortal existence
... It's a very simple arrangement: we give them the precious hours
of our lives and they keep us sheltered from the unsettling storms
that we seed suppressing the knowledge of all the things we have
forsaken by said transaction. In short, folks, it's the deal of a
lifetime.
We have become a society of Willie Lomans (as he might have been
written by Joseph Goebbels). In this Potemkin world, the public
relations mountebanks of Bushco were convinced they could
indefinitely hold back raging rivers of reality by means of media
sound-bytes, spin control, cooked intelligence, and strategic leaks
to stenographic reporters ... And because they had gotten away with
it for so long, I suspect, they actually believed they could respond
to the lethal winds and drowning tides of Hurricane Katrina by
engaging in a Rovian whispering campaign against her fury. Somehow,
it would seem, in their ineluctable arrogance, they went and mistook
a level four hurricane for those walking wet farts known as the
present day Democratic party.
I'm as serious as a tsunami: I think such madness is in them -- in
direct proportion to the fecklessness of the leadership of our
so-called opposition party.
And who is responsible for this miserable state of affairs?
We are: We the people of the United State. Our hubris, instilled by
having lived our lives within the unreality of corporate disptopia,
has deluded us into believing that we can indefinitely hold back the
approaching shit storms spawned by our delusional sense of infinite
entitlement -- all of which have been financed by a pyramid scheme
of (personal and national) debt. By the means of our emptiness,
selfishness, and corruption, our "American way of life" is an
unnatural disaster that has been waiting to happen.
But god damn it to hell (or, at least, its earthly exurb Houston)
why did it have to be New Orleans that was destroyed -- N'awlins --
one of the last outposts within this corporate simulacrum of a
country where a human pulse and heart beat could be found -- where
the primordial songs of bone and heart and flesh and clouds and
rivers had not been forced into the Clear Channel/Disney/Time-Warner
Uberculture blandification machine?
Just let Haliburton try to build Branson, Missouri on the bayou.
You see, in New Orleans, dead bodies will not remain buried
underground. By the same token, we must not deep-six our grief and
anger. In the name of the dead, we can't allow the truth to
bulldozed, buried, and have shlock erected over their memories.
Although, to be of any use to them, first, we Americans must gaze
down into the drowning pool that once was the Crescent City, where,
superimposed upon the raw sewage, submerged debris, and bloated
corpses -- we will see our own face reflected. It is the face of
empty entitlement, of exceptionalism, of state sanctified
selfishness, of ceaseless ambition, and mindless appetite. What
destroyed NOLA is the toxic spill-off from our national psyche.
Frank O'Hara wrote: "In times of crisis we must all decide again and
again whom we love."
Perhaps, to properly grieve the loss of New Orleans, we must allow
ourself to again be seduce by life -- not by the soul-usurping
machinations of the corporate UberCulture. Personally, like so many
others who knew the city -- beautiful, disloyal, capricious bitch
she could be -- I retain a lover's ardor for her. For: The
enveloping redolence of honey suckle and jasmine on the humid,
evening air, as I, swigging a Turbo Dog, would hobbled up Esplanade.
For: The exquisite indifference of starlight above the Bywater and
the manner in which those distance celestial bodies stood in stark
contrast to the redemptive immediacy of the sweat-soaked bodies near
me, as we would lie on our backs, on the sidewalk, watching stream
rise from the roof of an old Camelback house, listening, as inside,
Kermit Ruffin's band played an ode to Louis Armstrong's affection
for reefer ...
Living with the keening pain of loss evoked by such memories is the
easier part of the grieving process ... Now, through our rage and
sadness, we must attempt to love, with the same ardor, the intricate
manner that our lives and fates are interconnected, by way of mutual
inter-dependance, with intimate strangers -- which is the essential
thing that we Americans seemed to have forgotten -- and it is the
reason our beloved city of New Orleans has been lost to us.
In a similar vein, we are dependent on air, water, and soil.
Tragically, far too many of us have been tricked into believing we
are dependent on the corporate power structure -- and its proxy
state, presently known as the three branches of the U.S. government.
For far too long, we have deferred the hour when we faced the fact
that this corrupt cabal cares nothing for us -- and, accordingly, we
owe them nothing.
In contrast, we owe the air, water, and soil -- big time. For these
things sustain us; they are the face of our beloved.
We should carry snapshots of New Orleans, before and after, in our
wallets. And, in times of doubt, despair, and alienation, we should
gaze at the photographs, in order that we never again forget: It was
not divine wrath that brought on the flood; instead, the tragedy was
caused by billions of interconnected acts (personal and collective;
private and official) of carelessness, obliviousness, and
indifference.
This is the choice our times have given us: continued complicity in
sowing the toxic winds of corporatism -- or the passion-agitated air
created by the ceaseless need to struggle against exploitation.
Our choice will not only determine our individual fates, but the
fate of us all.
Phil Rockstroh, a self-described, auto-didactic, gasbag
monologist, is a poet, lyricist and philosopher bard living in New
York City. He may be contacted at: philangie2000@yahoo.com.
Rockstroh is a contributing editor to CyranoÕs Journal Online:
www.cjonline.org/.